Saturday, December 25, 2010
Shame and PTSD
(This is a November creation, but a Christmas Day Posting) Right at this moment I am shaking with shame, hot in the face, as if I have been slapped. I am even afraid I will accidentally post this blog without editing and thinking it out, because I am afaid I won't remember what I have already learned about the computer. I would almost close off for another year and a half unreachable by myself as well as anyone else, if not realizing I can type a draft here. I am afraid if I save this and close it out I won't be able to find a way back. Already, I couldn't find Google Accounts the usual way, but I found it somehow, and clicked on eblogger, and I grabbed it. I do need to rest. And cry. And find my way back. So do I just minimize this and open it later? I can't think of anything else. Oh, click save.